My DH and I went down to Mum's hometown of Canvey Island this week so that her many friends could say their goodbyes. We always knew that mum had lots of friends but we were taken aback by the number of people who were able to come to her church yesterday. There must have been near on 100 people, family, neighbours, church members, and friends from her innumerable clubs. The vicar, Reverend David Tudor, led the most uplifting and joyous service, most of which had been devised by Mum in preparation for when such time came. David made great play of how pleased he was to finally be able to relieve himself of the papers and photographs that Mum had left with him 9 years ago in readiness for the occasion. (All spoken in jest). He had carefully stored even a photograph of herself that she had left with him in readiness! What could have been such a sad event became a truly smileworthy and funny recollection of what made Jessie the person we all knew and love. Her passion for looking beautiful for every occasion, everything matching, little hat on her head, matching jewellery, matching shoes.
More glamorous dressing up for cruising with wonderful friends like the ZigZag Dance Factory who welcomed her with open arms and gave her such wonderful dancing holidays so late in her life.
I have to admit I had not been looking forward to the memorial service but the whole church and David Tudor made it a wonderful family affair with great warmth and vitality and even messages from Mum to look forward and be strong. I have to admit I am no longer a church-goer but St Nicholas Church and its family churches are very lucky to have David and his team to forge such a strong sense of love and community that can lift you up and wrap you in such comfort. There were tears aplenty but lots of laughs and smiles too, testament to a very strong lady who I and my brother and our DH and DW are very proud to call Mum. Even her flower club friends had gone to the effort of making two lovely floral displays to flank the altar.
I read on Facebook yesterday a quote that said that however much you think you have prepared yourself you are never ready to lose someone you love and this is so true. We have all lost
very dear people, family and friends and it never gets any easier. None of them are paragons of virtue, we are all flawed but we do our best and we all saw the best of Mum yesterday, the great joy and happiness that others brought to her and that she gave to others just by being Jessie.
She only got on this camel for the photo shot, she couldn't quite cope with the thought of riding it lol
Rest in Peace Mum and always in our hearts ♥ ♥ ♥
PS I've been talking to my friend about yesterday and just wanted to add here that at the end of proceedings they played the Radetsky March by Strauss which Mum had requested. Quite spontaneously the congregation started to clap in time to the music. A perfect end to it all.
When you watch the video you will need to wait about a minute while Daniel Barenboim shakes hands with the individual members of the orchestra. It's worth the wait! I remember watching this concert with Mum last year.